Final Night wrote:phyco126 wrote:Jenner wrote:Like Svet-kun, I really just prefer spending time with the people I care about, being held, and make-believing there is a future in it between me and them.
I want to believe in things like this, but I'm honestly beginning to think its just not going to happen.
That's depressing. Why do you think that?
Well, to me a relationship is that simple, but in reality it isn't. When I was dating, it just wasn't enough to be held, to be comforted, to spend time with that person. There was always more that they wanted, and I could never provide it. They wanted nicer food, funner games, more entertainment. I can always provide the comfort, but some of those things I just can't provide.
When not in a relationship, I'm far too shy or awkward to approach anyone. If I do, I typically I do so in a innocent and naive fashion, not realizing the severe consequences or how society reacts to to what is said or how its said. Or I'm just outright creepy. Doesn't help that I naturally have that creepy look either.
If, for some reason, I am able to do ask a girl in a socially acceptable fashion, they are either already A. Seeing someone, B. Think of me as a friend, C. Not interested or D. Not interested in going to the dance/specific movie/whatever, only to find that they did, in fact, do so (which is pretty painful to find out).