Kyzir please don't kill me for reviving a dead thread, but I've been interested in this one for a while. I was reading the posts on this topic before I was even a member. I hope Reaper eventually comes back to the boards and reads this. Dude, never give up hope. From a realistic standpoint you really do have a lot of odds against you. Xenthorious had some really productive things to say about learning Japanese and trying to establish residency in Japan. That would definitely take a lot of work, but you appear to have a lot of drive. Please please PLEASE....keep that drive. I know I've said this in other thread topics before, but but I'll say it again. I was a Saxophone Performance major in college. I came in with a lot of excitement, drive, and lofty dreams of being a professional saxophonist. Now I'm a bank teller who's doing practically nothing with his degree. I play in a few local groups and that's about it. My problem was losing my drive and my hope because of the crappy odds of making as a pro musician. Don't be like me. Don't get lazy, don't lose hope, learn some Japanese, and....BRING US ANOTHER LUNAR!
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